Still busy! Now that I'm finally done with Soundwaves, I thought I could finally have more time for myself, but NOO... There's still the Johor festival coming up and of course the much dreaded FYP!! Final touches and I would be done with FYP. But my schedules kept clashing and it irritates the shit out of me. Unhappy stuff aside, interesting stuff has been happening in my life right now. Going on dates occasionally, having fun with each of them( not that I'm using them okay). Possible candidates? So far, not yet. Heck. As long as I'm already moving on fine without him in my life. Speaking of him, I think he's so out of my life right now. Which is good thing. =D And I'm happy about it.
Shesigned off at 6:58 PM
Monday, July 07, 2008
Lucky
Do you hear me, I'm talking to you Across the water across the deep blue ocean Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again
They don't know how long it takes Waiting for a love like this Every time we say goodbye I wish we had one more kiss I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
And so I'm sailing through the sea To an island where we'll meet You'll hear the music fill the air I'll put a flower in your hair Though the breezes through trees Move so pretty you're all I see As the world keeps spinning round You hold me right here right now
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Lucky we're in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday.
Imagine being in love with your best friend. =)
Super duper sweet sweet song. Awww. Soundwaves's over. Finally. But I miss the company already! =(
Shesigned off at 3:04 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
19
A birthday with...no bang. Yeah.The reality of it. I was busy on my birthday.The last year I would ever be a "-teen". Next year, the big "-ty"!!! But, of course, there were a couple of darlings who totally made my day(s)! De bouquet of lily, the chocs, the cake and muffins, the wishes, the hugs and kisses. Okay.So it wasn't that all bad after all. But still, the one thing that I was hoping to happen, didnt, so my birthday wasn't all fantastic.
That aside.
I'm surprised that opportunities came knocking on my door, which made me think if I'm actually improving. Oh well, whatever it is, i'm definitely not letting go of the opportunities given. I really should be thankful to God for everything. For now, I'm gonna work hard to achieve my dreams.
But 1 issue's never gonna change though. And I'm really sick and tired of thinking about them. I'll just stick to my plan and have fun, while letting things happen naturally.
Oh.. I haven't been sleeping well, but amazingly my appetite grew!, which is a reall bad thing.Having extra weight and unwanted fats' really a nightmare for a dancer! And I'm seeing fats everywhere!
What a nightmare!
Shesigned off at 5:36 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
It's been sooo long since...
I've been doing the same things over and over again, that I'm missing out from stuff that I haven't been doing. Like, say, going out on dates, hanging out with the usual bitches, dancing with the lovely modern dance darlings. It has always been projects, after projects, and P.A. Nothing exciting happening yet.
YARH!! I need some new excitement in my life! Oh... and while I'm typing this out in class, someone's being really flirty with me luh. Asking me what kind of songs I would want him to play for me. Awww... what a sweetie. He's cute. I miss falling in love. 5 days to 19!
Shesigned off at 3:40 PM
Friday, May 30, 2008
The Debate.
They have been arguing a lot these days. And none of them would want to admit defeat, which is reeaalllyy irritating. And the victim? ME. The topic of their "debate"? That same old thing lor... One says another, the other says another extreme. And it kept going on and on. And because of these constant "arguments", I've been sleeping reeaally late in the morning, because obviously I've been spending that time, erm... bawling my eyes out. ...Oh, my BRAIN..I know you're trying to brainwash me to forget him, but my Heart's really trying her best to refrain me from doing that.So stop it with the constant debates, purless. Coz it's killing me. Anyway, Momentum was AWESOME! I was sitting in the front most seat, and there was one thing that I learnt from just sitting there. I seriously CANNOT be an audience! I mean, what was I thinking?? I should have been up there dancing on stage with the rest! Well, I've learnt that, "a dancer should always grab any opportunities to perform, because opportunites don't come knocking twice." So... no matter how much I have to attend to, it's really all about managing time properly. Life's short. I want to achieve as much as I want!
Shesigned off at 12:55 PM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Love is...?
Love is Sacrifice. Love is Give and take. Love is Understand. Love is Patience.
But what if you know at the end of the day, you're at the losing end after all?
It's a lose-lose situation, I would think.
Imagine, you're stuck in a situation where, you know you're at the losing end, yet you don't want to get yourself out of the situation.
The feeling just sucks. But at least I'm not alone facing the same shit. Somehow I know we'll both get our answers real soon yeah babe? =)
I thought I was finally getting over it, oh so I thought. It all came back...and it left me thinking. Will my decision be unchanged at the of the day?
Love is...?